Bye granny =(

Today, a news dropped on me from nowhere through a text message that told me that my grandma had passed away.

i mean, instantly i just paced back and forth around the room in hong kong, having my head down and my face as blank as ever thinking that it is not possible because i had not heard that she had a bad enough condition to end her journey on earth.

I called my mum immediately just to assure what is happening, she told me the whole thing shocked everybody as well and that my grandma is really strong already in her condition and that since she is 71 years old. But throughout the conversation i had my ears wide open hearing my mum's voice trembling and i feel how sad she is and without a sec i just burst out of tears, crying non stop, and nearly choked.

i am really upset because i haven seen her for almost 2 years because i was studying abroad in swiss and the fact that i just called her a few days ago, telling her the good news that i am coming back to kuching this july and that we are gonna have some quality times together.

After the news, both of my sis in Sydney and i start checking tickets to go home in time for the funeral.

And flashbacks just keeps coming strongly to me, scenes and memories of me and my grandma, and that just hurt even more.

I got a ticket back tonight, and had 20 minutes to pack and rush to the airport and now i am just on my way back home to say goodbye for the last time.

Every time, when death comes it just showed me over and over and over again how fragile we as human beings are, how things are so unpredictable, how we can't plan, can't predict, can't avoid what the future brings us. i am not being emo at this point just awaken i guess.

Awaken with what's more important in life, so people out there, try to life your life to the fullest and rock on!! you only have 1 life, don't try to survive, but to live!

Thanks to whoever that took time to read this, i don't know who you are but it means alot to share knowing people out there cares =')

Bye Grandma! see you on the other side =)


Love you always.

HMMMMMMM.......

It's Chinese new year!!! i know, sorry that I'm just don't have much energy to get excited since I'm in Hong Kong alone and sick for a week now while my family is back in kuching together..

Yes, i apparently got an allergy reaction from something and got swelled up and in this case because it is my first time ever having this kind of reaction so i have no idea what i am exactly allergic off.. too bad..

Well, even though I'm alone in Hong Kong but the atmosphere here is amazing people greeting you along the streets, giving out ang pao( not filled with money of course just some advertisements)..

6 months of internship, seems long and short at the same time.

i need sleep, the meds are kicking in again, untill next time y'all!!!=)

Hong Kong

For most of you who don't know, I've been in Hong Kong for almost 1 month now and I'm here as a intern for the Mandarin Oriental and I will be working around the kitchen but for now I'm in the pastry section but to be more specific, I'm working in the chocolate room where I prepare, made and decorate all this really expensive and pretty chocolate related things hehe..

I know , sounds amazing right, it is, not that I am complaining, ok I'm complaining that I have to be there at 7 am everyday and finish around , let's just say that I have to work atleast 10 to 14 hours a day , yes and I am not exaggerating in any way. My 1 day off for the whole week is on Sunday , always. I usually end up waking up in the evening or noon unintentional. Dont get me wrong, I'm happy with my choice to work here, I'm just tired hehe

Ok, whatelse is new hmmmmmm..
Not that alot of you would be reading this but anyway I might go home finally after 2 years away from home

I have to admit it does feel sweet and warm of somekind knowing that I'm coming home

Wow how long has it been oh dear friend haha

I'll be back soon, have to work now, promise! :)

WIMBLEDON 2010!!

These guys are so so funny hah they end up taking pictures of themselves for their fans haha

Everybody end up standing cheering for these funny people haha..
These players are also very funny haha they are very famous here, incase you don't know he is called the tennis entertainer haha..
The centre court the biggest court there hehe..

In centre court i got the 5th row haha which is so near the players haha and i bet maybe im on tv bet im on tv for a few seconds haha..





Wow, I've been so busy in london my god haha!!

ok, im just gonna narrow it down hehe..

If you guys just look closely, yup that's the bridge that was twisting and turning in the movie....HARRY POTTER !!i forgot whether was it in the deathly hallows or the other one. Anyway, you could just check it out, the millennium bridge..





The famous Tower Bridge the one that people thinks it's the london bridge..Apparently the London Bridge was called the Most boring bridge in london haha..so yeah, the one that opens up is the TOWER BRIDGE.


The queen's Home Sweet Home..
The National Gallery..

Trafalgar Square..
The big ben and half of the london eye hehe

wow....I just realized that the restaurant that i'm working in have quite the reputation in Geneva, Swiss..

Ok, how do i know it....

First, let's start from the normal customers...our restaurant are fully booked most of the time...customers think we are one of the best..hmm not bad ey haha..

Secondly, those rich people are our regular customers, come here often , did i mentioned the tips hahaha... too bad we had to share among all the staff...

Thirdly, Celebrities come everytime!! from everywhere.....But i usually don't recognize them because i don't know much about french or Italian celebrities..luckily i know some haha..



These are the some of the celebrities that came and ate in the restaurant, but i was only lucky enough to be working the same day when the french singer and actor was eating, so yeah he was the only i saw..Of course there were alot more!!!

After the celebrities, It's the politician!!haha i also have no idea who these people were i only know some were the ambassador of china,Germany, France and so on..some were the future president of some countries, which i din't get to see them because they were hiding behind their body guards haha..

Last but not least, the royal families!!! yup! even king, queen, prince and princesses come here to eat but they usually come with body guards, nanny, driver and so many people haha..but i only only a few some the Arabic countries..who i might add, are very generous...

One night the prince just tip a friend of mine Chf 3000!!!!!! for just opening the day when they were leaving...ok, only at this time i feel better that we have to share the tips hahaa...

And it's the 11 april already!! 2 more months, i'm out of here, 18 more days, it's my bestfriend's frickin birthday!!!!!!!!!vivivivivivi hahaha